Oh Lord - Problematic

You know I must say

Through the darkest of times

You’ve always been there for me

And I appreciate that

When I get on the mic ain’t no telling what I’m gonna do

Writing out my life Ima spill it right in front of you

About to take flight, ain’t nobody in my rear view

Whole another atmosphere, you’ll never reach my altitude

Chasing down this revenue, smoke another dab or two

Always in my zone, ya’ll know Ima speak the truth

Never one to hate, no debate, Ima make it through

Gotta have faith, find strength or you finna lose

Work around the clock, I don’t ever take a day off

I never feel I do enough, my mind it won’t stop

I overthink and overthink until my brain rot

Lately I’ve been so depressed praying that I don’t flop

If you ain’t showing no respect then it’s bye bye

I ain’t dealing with it if you’re wasting my time

I got a goal, got a dream and I’m about to shine

I’m empathetic, don’t forget it, this is my life

Ask me how I’m doing, I will say I’m fine

I bet that you would never guess that I was lying

I crack a smile but inside I am really dying

At war inside my head, I think I lost my mind

Oh Lord, please come rescue me

Oh Lord, oh Lord, come rescue me

I’ve been fighting with my demons so damn long

Oh no, get away from me

Oh Lord, please come rescue me

Oh Lord, oh Lord, come rescue me

I’ve been fighting with my demons so damn long

Oh no, get away from me

Been living on the edge I can tell I’m paranoid

Counselling and meds that is something I’ll avoid

You say you wanna help but only in it for the dollar signs

Here’s a pill, take it on the daily it will ease your mind

Fuck that, you don’t care about our souls though

But they will strip you of your money till it’s all gone

So much they hiding from the public it’s a dark road

Self therapy is what I’m seeking all that I know

Oh Lord, please forgive me for what I’ve done

I’ve been a liar, been a thief, I cheated on one

I still don’t know if I can love I got a long run

These bad decisions having karma come around son

I’m still me, still writing in my notepad

Still lost, still my happiness it won’t last

Until I find my inner peace but the odds stacked

It’s been a struggle everyday, you should know that

Ask me how I’m doing, I will say I’m fine

I bet that you would never guess that I was lying

I crack a smile but inside I am really dying

At war inside my head, I think I lost my mind

Oh Lord, please come rescue me

Oh Lord, oh Lord, come rescue me

I’ve been fighting with my demons so damn long

Oh no, get away from me

Oh Lord, please come rescue me

Oh Lord, oh Lord, come rescue me

I’ve been fighting with my demons so damn long

Oh no, get away from me

I’m rolling up this weed because I’m not okay

The people I had in my life all gone away

I say a prayer, these feet they cannot fail me now

Oh Lord, I need an answer, I’ve been reaching out

Oh Lord, please come rescue me

Oh Lord, oh Lord, come rescue me

I’ve been fighting with my demons so damn long

Oh no, get away from me

Oh Lord, please come rescue me

Oh Lord, oh Lord, come rescue me

I’ve been fighting with my demons so damn long

Oh no, get away from me

Dear God, I’m asking for forgiveness

Though I’m not perfect, all we are human

I know I’m here to serve purpose

Music has been my calling

Amen