beside myself - Max Wells

I’m beside myself

Count me blessed by the holy ghost

Stressed out

I been losing friends they look like dominos

Waiting for a pot of gold

I don’t ever want my fam to ever sweat it

But that’s how it goes

Take another risk with no regrets

They tell me its part of the process

I am what I am I guess (x2)

Should I take it to heart

You want me to glow or not?

Should I say that its art

You want me to fold? I’m not…

Listen up I gotta novel to start

No I ain’t make it on tape

So can you gimme your eyes

And can you open your mind.

You make me feel it lik Stevie

I swear to god you a gnie

But I don’t give you attention.

And girl for that you been needy

I heard a lie worth believing but

Like my story you read me

Just told your momma you’d «keep me»

But in the tone of a question…

I’m beside myself

Count me blessed by the holy ghost

Stressed out

I been losing friends they look like dominos

Waiting for a pot of gold

I don’t ever want my fam to ever sweat it

But that’s how it goes

Take another risk with no regrets

They tell me its part of the process

I am what I am I guess (x2)

I can make your fantasy your real life…

I know you don’t know what that could feel like

Drowning in my messes like a high tide

I’m fallin back and only cuz it feel right

I swear to god you know magic

Baby

I’m not gonna have it baby

If I the other way

Ill get caught up in traffic

I know the truth can be tragic baby

What’s real never lasted baby

No matter how unattached

You could always still gravitate me

I’m beside myself

Count me blessed by the holy ghost

Stressed out

I been losing friends they look like dominos

Waiting for a pot of gold

I don’t ever want my fam to ever sweat it

But that’s how it goes

Take another risk with no regrets

They tell me its part of the process

I am what I am I guess (x2)