I MIGHT SELF DESTRUCT - Haarper

Turn that crown upside down

Through yo' chest on the ground

Turn that crown upside down

Through yo' chest on the ground

Turn that crown upside down

Through yo' chest on the ground

Turn that crown upside down

Through yo' chest on the ground

I seen better days and I’m in haze

Every step I make is through another barricade

And I’ve beared the fame and I built my lane

And I’m looking for peace through a pair of frames

Got memories chained to my person

Fuck everybody move clear I’m searching

Soul feels like it’s been refurbished

13 ghosts 'round the corridor lurking

Like a serpent

Found the bourbon

Take another sip into the blackout curtain

Tell me what I gotta do

I gotta make it through another day

Without me hearing all the bluebirds chirping

Where did they go, where do they fly

I’m needing the consolation

With nothing to prove but so much to hide

I’m buried in contemplation

Yeah, I’m here right now but I fear tomorrow

I can hear the sounds of all the sirens near they follow

I won’t let you down and that’s a promise I will keep

But when I look into the mirror there’s someone else staring back at me

Shawty been there been there day one

I was so numb, no animation

Couldn’t make a getaway

I couldn’t say nun'

She brought me to health and I made my money

Now I lost you, cannot go back

Had to let you go, couldn’t kodak

Didn’t want any collateral damage

Please understand while I wrap this bandage

The man I’ve become is the man on the run

Abandoned the sun but the burners they won

Like animatronics they weighing a ton

The serpent unbroken, the hero unsung

When I found you, I knew that

I would have more time to go back

Re-wire, riddin' my prozac

I’m grateful, I hope you know that

Save myself from myself

Collecting dust up like a shelf

I been filled with rage and made mistakes

On my way to find what could help

When I fell I couldn’t tell what made me fall

I been put up in a cell, waiting for the next call

I been lookin so frail but a lil more tall

If I don’t prevail, I know, I gave it my all

Turn that crown upside down

Through yo' chest on the ground

Turn that crown upside down

Through yo' chest on the ground

Turn that crown upside down

Through yo' chest on the ground

Turn that crown upside down

Through yo' chest on the ground