This is Fine - Goalkeeper

I feel stuck in a pattern

Waiting for something to matter

The longer I play this game

The more that I go insane

Lately the tides have turned

But I am dyin' and I feel burned

And all the champagne I saved for me

Is drifting right out to sea

I’m tryin' hard to keep this feeling

Just to find out it has no meaning

Like checkin' my phone when I’m bored

I guess I’m lookin' for somethin' more

I’d rather fall asleep with a cigarette

On a couch soaked in gasoline

Because at least I’ll know what it feels like to burn

And I’ll know if I can feel something

Feel something

Feel something

Anything

I’m tryin' hard to keep this feeling

Just to find out it has no meaning

Like checking my phone when I’m bored

I guess I’m lookin' for something more

I’d rather fall asleep with a cigarette

On a couch soaked in gasoline

Because at least I’ll know what it feels like to burn

And I’ll know if I can feel something